call me lazarus

hi, i i am like my father.
I believe in sins.
different sins.
ha
maybe the sin of the hamburger.
and not begging that cow.
sins like the sin of conveinence.
okok so i throw darts at words like sin.
but i didn't beg cotton or dirt.
i didn't beg her to understand.
oh i am like my mother.
i am looking over my shoulder,
for something better.
i believe blindly.
in being saved.
but i also am fully aware i need no saving, mother
there is nothing to be saved from.
if i sink in the tar pit. i become a tar baby.