ohh lucifer! you work so hard just to light a little fire

I only eat skittles.
I only.
with vodka.
I am so bothered. and perplexed by how attractive I am to other people in my decay.
To be awfully literal what I am thinking is that starving and burning is sexually attractive.

And how easy it is to get by lying and emulating feelings I have not authentically felt myself in a really long time.
THat right there read so cynically. poo bah
Superstitionally.
lly